my thoughts...

There is a part of me
That I felt so strange
A part of me that cannot be change
Something that I can't see,
Something that I can't change,
Something that I know its for real.
And this 'thing' is always here,
This 'thing' that I don’t know how to share.
So I pull it all back to my mind,
All the thoughts, all the feeling
All the Pain, all the hurts
All the memories, it is all hid behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with so much pain.
Pain that always break me down
I feel so lost and alone,
And now one was there
To make me glad
“Moving on” is the word
But I never know how
Whatever it is,
I know one thing for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.