When you stare and look me in the eyes
You'll find the truth and all the lies
The words and hurt I kept behind my mind
And all the other things I wish no one can find
I tried so hard to keep the façade.
To make everyone satisfied, happy, and glad.
But every time I smile, it breaks me more in the inside.
Oh, I feel so lonely being surrounded by a crowd.
As time passed, I felt so tired to carry the mask
And it sparks an act of courage to put it down.
But when I saw the person behind all the act,
Then I ask, "Where is the girl I used to know and love?"
Memories keep flashing like rays of light
Confusion, anger, and sadness are raging inside
Why I let myself hide the truth and live half of who I am
Just to serve a master that never care enough
I feel my soul burned cause I lost a certain part
Although regret is eating me up deep down
I know that even if I'll try so hard, I lost her now
And there's no chance to have her back this time.
So I'll move on to live in this judging world
To follow my path and live with my truth
And even if the world will go against my tide
I won't let it stop me to set my wings and fly.
