Comethru

"Soon" they said when I ask when will I found myself

But the more I stay the more the feeling complicates

Can I turn around and stop making amends?

Coz it would be nice to feel free and find some solace

I keep wondering what I missed in this uphill road

I guess, I should I have not listen to Robert Frost.

Coz right now I am missing some hopeful thoughts,

It's all because of the great yellow wood.

Now I don't know to whom I belong

Coz it seems to me there is no better choice

I keep hearing voices as I walk along

Wiping away the little voice that I call my own

In this frame of mind I don't want to go on

I want to spear away and heal invisible wounds

And even if loneliness appears in the nightfall

At least the choice that will be made is my own

So in "soon" I will no longer want to wait

Perfection, doubt and fear I will never chase

I'll succumb to the little child that lives within

I guess, me, losing myself here is a perfect way to escape.

August 7th flight

It's 2:37PM and the engine starts to roll

I'm leaving the place that became my home

My heart aches, I don't want to go

But I need to make a decision for me to grow

The distance seem so close yet so far

I know I can give a call, but it's not enough

Maybe the feeling of physical touch

Is far more different than any virtual

It's 2:41PM  and we're still on the ground

And I hear a sob from the back

Could I give her something to wipe her tears?

Coz I know it's hard to leave half you heart here

The plane starts taxi and then it flies

Then I look down, and see the church stand proud

I'm not a religious, but it makes me smile

Coz my home seats 100 steps away from where it stands

I'm hundred feet above, and surrounded by clouds

Funny how it never give a knock in my heart

I always wanted to belong somewhere safe

Maybe someone else's presences' is okay

Finally, I hear the captain's voice

Apologizing for the delayed that came before

Sharing our current location and some procedures

Oh, he also said, we'll arrived at 3:15PM

The flight didn't bored me so much

Maybe because I'm writing throughout the flight

But still this flight is delayed, I will not let it pass

We reached NAIA 41 minutes past the hour