December XX, 200X

hai.. e2 n2mn ako.. writing.. d ko sure kung ano tlaga ang isu2lat ko sa moment n toh.. medyo magulo ang utak ko.. k2tpos ko lng manood ng "Sa Kanya pa rin" wel.. nk2 bitin.. :D :D :D

hindi ko tlaga alam ang isu2lat.. hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ako sumusulat ngayon... ewan.. para akong tanga.. hai..

sna may maka usap ako tungkol sa lahat ng nk2gulo sa isip at puso ko.. sana meron.. sana may maka intindi sa akin.. sana...

my past.. it hunts me.. p ulit2... masaya na ako... pero bumabalik sila.. hindi ko alam kung ano ang g2win ko...

... my old world...

Naging masayadong mahaba ang processo para sa akin.. para maging masaya.. dahil kinulong ko ang sarili ko sa sarili kong mundo.. sa mundo ng nakaraan.. at yun ang isa sa pag kakamali ko.. kaya siguro ganun kasakit ang lahat.. pero wala akong ibang sinisisi kundi ang sarili ko.. dahil ako ang nag desisyon na gawin yun.. hindi nila hiningi yun..

Pinilit ko ang sarili ko na lumayo sa iba.. maging m pag isa.. gawin ang mga bagay-bagay ng mag isa.. lumayo sa lahat.. mag isip-isip mag isa.. gamutin ang malalim na sugat n naiwan sa puso ko ng mag isa.. at sa tingin ko isa ito sa mga tamang desisyon na nagawa ko.. nakita ko ang lahat.. kung ano ang gusto ko.. kung ano ang magpapasaya sa akin... kung gaano ko ginugugol ang sarili ko sa pag hahanap ng sagot n wlang ibang taong makakasagot kundi ako...ang sarili ko.. masaya dahil may natutunan akong lesson sa ginawa ko.. naging masaya ako ng mag isa..

Pero may MGA gustong pumasok... s mundong na tutunan ko nang maging masaya.. kaya na takot ako.. lumalayo ako ngunit pilit nilang ginugulo ang mundo ko.. pilit nilang sinisira ang harang sa pagitan ng aming magkahiwalay n mundo.. hanggang sa tuluyan na silang nakapasok dito.. pero sa hindi sinasadyang pag kakataon ... masaya akong kasama sila.. totoong masaya.. pero natakot ako.. dahil baka hindi totoo ang lahat.. nabaka mawala din ang lahat.. ng tulad noon.. may takot man akong nararamadaman masaya talaga akong kasama sila at hindi ko iyon kayang ipagkaila.. kaya't tuluyan ko nang binuwag ang mga harang.. tulayan nang lumiwanag ang mundo kong ikinukbi sa dilim.. At doon ko muling natutunan ang maging masaya... makihalubilo sa iba.. at magtiwalng muli.. mag papasok muli ng mga tao sa aking sariling mundo..

Naging masyadong mahaba ang ginugol ko para marating ko ito.. at dahil sa talaga..maraming nabago at nag bago.. at wala akong magagawa doon.. siguro nga hindi n ako tulad ng dati.. pero ito pa rin ako.. meron mang nabago pero ako p din ito.. pero hindi ko masasabi kung ang pag babago ko bang ito ay may hindi magandang epekto sa iba.. pero para sa akin meron.. ang panahon na din ang nag dala s akin kung nasaan ako ngayon..

Marami akong natutunan... at hindi ko kayang isa-isahin lahat.. hahaha...
bsta ang alam ko masaya ako ngayon.. kasama ang mga taong tumanggap ng isa sa pinaka worst side ko.. sa mga taong nag labas sa akin s mundong binuo ko.. sa mga taong nag papasaya sa akin.. sa mga taong pag papangiti sa akin..

muli ko nanamang naramadaman ang maging masaya.. pero tulad nga ng sabi ng dadi ko

when you loose.. don't loose the lesson you've learn

.. kaya hindi ko kakalimutan ang mga natutunan ko.. muli man akong malungkot at mawalan ng taong mahalaga sa buhay ko.. pilit kong aalalahanin ang mga aral na natutunan ko.. pero sa ngayon.. i-eenjoy ko muna kasama sila.. magiging masaya muna ako.. at sana tulad ko maging masaya ka din..

love life..live life.. have a happy and wonderful life...
chao..

proj. ko nung 3rd year hs ako... hahaha

habang nag h2lungkat ako ng mga mails ko nakita ko itong aking proj. nung 3rd year hs ako.. wla lang.. gus2 ko lng i post.. n 2wa kc ako bigla ehh...
wla akong binago d2.. lahat ng mb2sa ninyo ay gawa ko 3 years ako... hahaha...

As what I have read the in the article from the Manila Bulletin written by DEONNALYNNE FERNANDEZ the article talks about poverty, the Filipino people, the government and the reasons why we experiencing poverty. And the articles also talks about who some greedy politician used their position to corrupt the money of Filipinos. Some what I realize that the articles that I have read are true. I remember when I was still a child my mother giving 5 pesos and I already have a lot of thing that I can buy in only 5 pesos but now I can’t even buy soft drinks and even pay jeepney fare because today jeepney fare is about 7.50. I agree with Deonnalynne Fernandez when she said to her articles that there some thing happing in the government, just like “Corruption”. But I am not accusing the entire politician, but there are some politicians that using the money of the people for their own goods. I also agree with the author of the article when she said that “…They wait for blessings to just land on their hands without putting hard work on it….” and I think it is true that there are people that just waiting for something even thought they are not working on it. I also agree with here when she said that “…sometimes the government also gets tired of trying to put things for the people. Like squatters, there have been some housing projects. They will transfer there and after a week or so they will again migrate to where they came from and sell their lands to others that don't have a house….” If ever I am also in the position and doing that thing I also get tired of it because they don’t even appreciate what I am doing. And what the housing project for if they just sell it and back to the squatters again. And this is what I agree most when she said that “…The Filipino also lacks discipline…” I guess it is really true because I my self lack of disciple too. There where times that I just throw my trash any where. But I think that this is what we should do that I agree with the writer that when she said that “… It is then obvious that there is no clear reason whether whom to blame in this poverty. But as everyone says, it is just a matter of unity and cooperation. Be one! Let us all act now, even from us alone, before it is too late!..” we should have unity and cooperation to each other so.

As a reader of the article I really believe for what she said because as my observation in my environment and for what I heard and read to news there is something going on the government that we should makes some actions. We should have unity and cooperation with one another and we should not work alone because if we unite everything will be better.



To my fellow student work hard, cooperate, and be we should be united because we are hope and future of our country.

bqt gnun...

nku.. bqt kaya ganun.. s twing hindi ako nag su2lat ang dami kong na i2sip isulat.. pero pag nasa harap na ako ng monitor ni wala akong masimulang isulat na kapakipakinabang... ka asar...

dahil wala akong maisulat mag kwento n lng ako..

December 2, 2009 ngayon and 5 minutes n lng may klase n ako... pero na sa skul n ako ahh... nasa cyberneta ako.. hahaha.. nag nag sound trip c kuya.. at lam mo ba ang ang song na naka play ngayon? MY SACRIFICES by nickelback (tama b spelling ning artist? hahaha) BAdtrip! ... Remember ko lng kc ito ang ginamit kong background music s ginawa kong slide show ng 17th b-day ko with BRO. MUTWALD... "I just want to say hello again..." hahaha.. kanta kanta pa ahh.. :D :D :D .... hanggang d2 n lng muna ang aking napaka wlang kwentang blog.. dahil.. m l8 n ako... 10:02 n.. hahaha.. so till nxt tym n lng ah.. :D :D :D ... badt3p c kuya ang lungkot ng soundd 3p kya mbuting umalis n ako.. hahaha.. ayaw ko mahawa s kanta.. by the way for the gift ang song.. pero inpernes.. i lyk yung song.. :D :D waaaaaaaaaahhhhh.. tae hanggang d2 n lng talaga 10:05 na...

HAppy shalalala... Its so nice to be happy.. shalalala...
tae... late na ako..

bye bye.. :D

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aun.. d p ako tpos d2..
mag post lng po ang may suggestion/s.. thanks.

Does anyone know the end of road?
Does anyone know the end of life?
Does anyone know how it hurts to be alone?
Does anyone know how to heal a broken soul?

And I wander what's the end of everything
If I haven't reach it after all these years
Maybe I will never know until I reach it
And whats the reason of questioning

But am I at the right way?
Am I seeking at the right place?
Am I saying the right words?
Or do I have the perfect world?

The light of road was so dim
Even the sparks of hope seems to be unseen
Life is never easy like it seems
Like an unending darkness that I see

I've been blinded by my own light
Another color fade to dust
This is not the life that I want
But this is the life that I have

The more step that I take
The more failure that I gain
This is not what my mind dream about
Nor what my heart's talked about

A lot of question was in my head
Does the answer lies in past
Or does is lies in end
Still, I don't know the answer yet

But my mind keeps on fighting
And my heart keeps on beating
Faith keeps running through my veins
IS this the end of my quest?

Does anyone know what I'm searching for?
Does anyone know what I'm waiting for?
Does anyone know the reason?
Does anyone knows? Does anyone wants to know?

Anu..

Ang daling sabihin na "Okey lang ako" pero mahirap gawin. ang daling ngumiti pero ang hirap maging masaya. Maaaring na guguluhan ka na sa sinasabi ko pero alam ko sa sarili ko na totoo ang sinasabi ko. Pwede mo ring sabihing nag dra2ma ako.. Pero ang masasabi ko sayo "Hindi mo alam ang nararamdaman ko!"

Ang tanong ko sayo "Kilala mo na ba ako?" Kung OO malamang alam mo ang dahil ng ito. Kung hindi naman.. Hindi ko rin alam kung paano ko ipapakilala ang sarili ko...

Siguro madalas mo akong makitang nakangiti.. o minsan ay narinig na humahalakhak... Pero sa tingin mo ba totoo ang ang aking pinapakita?

Gusto kong sabihin sa iyo na hindi ako lubusang masaya. Na May parte nang pag katao ko ang nag durusa. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin o kung paano ko ipapakita.. Ang totoo kong nadarama...

my thoughts...

There is a part of me
That I felt so strange
A part of me that cannot be change
Something that I can't see,
Something that I can't change,
Something that I know its for real.
And this 'thing' is always here,
This 'thing' that I don’t know how to share.
So I pull it all back to my mind,
All the thoughts, all the feeling
All the Pain, all the hurts
All the memories, it is all hid behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with so much pain.
Pain that always break me down
I feel so lost and alone,
And now one was there
To make me glad
“Moving on” is the word
But I never know how
Whatever it is,
I know one thing for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.