Seasonal Friends

I feel so bad and down right now

I realize some friends are not worth my time

They were just there to stare and have fun

They don’t know how to stand by my side

They don’t see my point why I act and demand

If they are my friend they will know the reason behind

They just look at my eyes and say things are alright

But they don’t know I need a friend who will make me laugh so loud

I thought they know me to understand

The things that consumes my mind right now

But they have a reason and I understand

That there are much more important than I am

They don’t know the fears I felt at some times

When the thought of losing them hit my mind

I promised, I’ll fight just to have wings so I can also fly

Coz I can’t stand to look at them fly so high and leave my side

But now I start to doubt what is on their mind

If I know the people that I love and fight?

If they are the friends that worth my smile

A friend who is worth a fight until I die

But maybe this is the rule I have to play every time

Some people are meant to stay one season at a time

But even my mind is crash and my heart is torn apart

I’ll Proved to them that I am getting better without them by my side