Happy Birthday Poem - "You are the Story"

Hey my friend it’s your special day

And I have a lot of things to say

Even I’m not around and away

I’ll try to make you smile in my own special way

I guess it’s been a year since the day

When I first heard your name I asked “Who is she?”

You were asked to joined Mr. and Ms. CB

I said go! Even I don’t recognized the name

You know I don’t remember a lot of things

I even told you I don’t remember the first time we met

That’s why you said I’m bad and so mean

You said remember this face and my name that will be okay

Do you remember the day I got mad?

You didn’t heard words from my mouth

I did not talked to you as if I don’t know you

I just passed you as if I don’t see you

Remember in Tampa we traveled a lot

Together we bought a lot of stuff

And do you remember the dessert that we had

That’s my favorite I know you know why

Do you remember how many times it takes us?

Before we finally get in to an aquarium in Tampa

And when we finally get in at last

We first looked for a restaurant not sea creature it has

When you cooked and I am around

I honestly told you how bad it was

You looked at me so bad then I laugh

But still you know I ate your dish but not so much

In one look you know what’s in my mind

When I walked in employee line

You gave me one crooked smile

You have a clue what kind of day I will have

When I asked you to wait for me when I closed the line

I told you just for thirty minutes but turned to an hour

That’s why when I walked to you I wore my smile

Then I gave you cookies or tea for you not to be mad

When I heard the duck and summer sunshine

I know it’s already time

It’s time for me to wake you up

So you won’t be late and be left out of the bus

When we talked, we talked about a lot of stuff

We talked as if it will be the last

Sometimes you joined me to sit and relax

Near the pool or sometimes in front of the house

This poem will never be enough

To tell the story of the days that we have

But I hope with this I let you know

That I honestly feel so glad right now

Smile because today is your birthday

And I hope you’ll enjoy your special day

Seize every minute that comes along your way

And I wish for a great happiness for you everyday

But before I end this poem I wrote for your special day

I hope I made you smile that I remember those days

So Happy birthday to one of the Bebe of Tampa!

Happy birthday to you Anne Chua!

Changes for New Year - Echosera lang

I was thinking of what to do new things for new year and one thing that comes to my mind is to delete all photos in my ipod touch but of course to save all pics to my computer, change pictures that I putted on my digital photo album,, clean my room, less texting, spend more time to reading, and balance my time equally .  For what reason? I can't tell hahaha just kidding... well I just want to have new things for this new year,, to start things all over and to have new start. Well I'll try to be better for this coming 2013. I want to be a different person, i want to be a different me for 2013.

There might be a lot of changes next year but there is something that will never change. The fact that  I had a wonderful year, a blessed 2012.. This year I met a lot of people and this year one of my dream came true, an experience that no one can take away from me.Just like 2012 I hope my happiness, hopeful thoughts , and love will continue to 2013.

Thank you 2012...Welcome 2013...

Unsaid Thoughts

 I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. John Burroughs

 I guess I am thinking too much this passed few days... I really don't understand why should I.. There are a lot of things that keeps my mind working 24/7 and I feel so tired. There are certain memories that linger in my mind, a kind of memories that I really love, a kind of memories that made me questioned if it will happen again and if I will be with the people I spend with. I knew this day will happen, I knew it when I found myself happy with them and I knew that I will really feel bad. But it was all gone and I can't put it back to life. For the next days, Next month and next year those memories will be shatter in my mind if I continue to stress myself about it. Memories are memories and it is something I can't change. But I hope I'll still spend some days with them to make my mind at ease. Somehow I am glad that I still have them and right now they are the people that put a big smile in my face and put  love in my heart. At this moment they are my happiness and a very memorable Christmas gift this year.

At some point when my mind is too occupied with those memories. I am so happy that  I found rope to hold on and be reconnected with few people that also once put a very big smile my heart and make me feel so love and right now I am incredibly thankful with the affection they show to me.And with that I think I am having my early Christmas gift. Despite the distance that we have they still there I know they were the best Christmas gift in my life.