Be myself Again

I feel so lost.

I don’t when this all begun - just feel like nothing is making sense at all. The feeling of fears, frustration, and anxiety are all blending in one. I don’t know why and I can’t even explain why. One day, I wake up in the morning I just suddenly feel tired and drain.

I used to know everything. I used to have all an explanation in everything that I do and feel. I used to acknowledge all the feelings that I have within myself. I am so sure about myself. But suddenly I feel like my world is falling in a deep chaos and I don’t know what to do. I am no longer sure of anything anymore.

I lost the confidence I filled myself. I used to believe that I can achieve anything and everything. I used to think that I can walk straight to the top. That no one can ever stop me achieving what I want in life. But I don’t know what happened. I lost it all. I lost myself.

Now, I don’t know where to go. I don’t know which path I need to take. I’m losing my way and  I hopelessly hoping to find my way back.

To find myself and be myself again.