nku.. bqt kaya ganun.. s twing hindi ako nag su2lat ang dami kong na i2sip isulat.. pero pag nasa harap na ako ng monitor ni wala akong masimulang isulat na kapakipakinabang... ka asar...
dahil wala akong maisulat mag kwento n lng ako..
December 2, 2009 ngayon and 5 minutes n lng may klase n ako... pero na sa skul n ako ahh... nasa cyberneta ako.. hahaha.. nag nag sound trip c kuya.. at lam mo ba ang ang song na naka play ngayon? MY SACRIFICES by nickelback (tama b spelling ning artist? hahaha) BAdtrip! ... Remember ko lng kc ito ang ginamit kong background music s ginawa kong slide show ng 17th b-day ko with BRO. MUTWALD... "I just want to say hello again..." hahaha.. kanta kanta pa ahh.. :D :D :D .... hanggang d2 n lng muna ang aking napaka wlang kwentang blog.. dahil.. m l8 n ako... 10:02 n.. hahaha.. so till nxt tym n lng ah.. :D :D :D ... badt3p c kuya ang lungkot ng soundd 3p kya mbuting umalis n ako.. hahaha.. ayaw ko mahawa s kanta.. by the way for the gift ang song.. pero inpernes.. i lyk yung song.. :D :D waaaaaaaaaahhhhh.. tae hanggang d2 n lng talaga 10:05 na...
HAppy shalalala... Its so nice to be happy.. shalalala...
tae... late na ako..
bye bye.. :D
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Untitled
aun.. d p ako tpos d2..
mag post lng po ang may suggestion/s.. thanks.
Does anyone know the end of road?
Does anyone know the end of life?
Does anyone know how it hurts to be alone?
Does anyone know how to heal a broken soul?
And I wander what's the end of everything
If I haven't reach it after all these years
Maybe I will never know until I reach it
And whats the reason of questioning
But am I at the right way?
Am I seeking at the right place?
Am I saying the right words?
Or do I have the perfect world?
The light of road was so dim
Even the sparks of hope seems to be unseen
Life is never easy like it seems
Like an unending darkness that I see
I've been blinded by my own light
Another color fade to dust
This is not the life that I want
But this is the life that I have
The more step that I take
The more failure that I gain
This is not what my mind dream about
Nor what my heart's talked about
A lot of question was in my head
Does the answer lies in past
Or does is lies in end
Still, I don't know the answer yet
But my mind keeps on fighting
And my heart keeps on beating
Faith keeps running through my veins
IS this the end of my quest?
Does anyone know what I'm searching for?
Does anyone know what I'm waiting for?
Does anyone know the reason?
Does anyone knows? Does anyone wants to know?
mag post lng po ang may suggestion/s.. thanks.
Does anyone know the end of road?
Does anyone know the end of life?
Does anyone know how it hurts to be alone?
Does anyone know how to heal a broken soul?
And I wander what's the end of everything
If I haven't reach it after all these years
Maybe I will never know until I reach it
And whats the reason of questioning
But am I at the right way?
Am I seeking at the right place?
Am I saying the right words?
Or do I have the perfect world?
The light of road was so dim
Even the sparks of hope seems to be unseen
Life is never easy like it seems
Like an unending darkness that I see
I've been blinded by my own light
Another color fade to dust
This is not the life that I want
But this is the life that I have
The more step that I take
The more failure that I gain
This is not what my mind dream about
Nor what my heart's talked about
A lot of question was in my head
Does the answer lies in past
Or does is lies in end
Still, I don't know the answer yet
But my mind keeps on fighting
And my heart keeps on beating
Faith keeps running through my veins
IS this the end of my quest?
Does anyone know what I'm searching for?
Does anyone know what I'm waiting for?
Does anyone know the reason?
Does anyone knows? Does anyone wants to know?
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Anu..
Ang daling sabihin na "Okey lang ako" pero mahirap gawin. ang daling ngumiti pero ang hirap maging masaya. Maaaring na guguluhan ka na sa sinasabi ko pero alam ko sa sarili ko na totoo ang sinasabi ko. Pwede mo ring sabihing nag dra2ma ako.. Pero ang masasabi ko sayo "Hindi mo alam ang nararamdaman ko!"
Ang tanong ko sayo "Kilala mo na ba ako?" Kung OO malamang alam mo ang dahil ng ito. Kung hindi naman.. Hindi ko rin alam kung paano ko ipapakilala ang sarili ko...
Siguro madalas mo akong makitang nakangiti.. o minsan ay narinig na humahalakhak... Pero sa tingin mo ba totoo ang ang aking pinapakita?
Gusto kong sabihin sa iyo na hindi ako lubusang masaya. Na May parte nang pag katao ko ang nag durusa. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin o kung paano ko ipapakita.. Ang totoo kong nadarama...
Ang tanong ko sayo "Kilala mo na ba ako?" Kung OO malamang alam mo ang dahil ng ito. Kung hindi naman.. Hindi ko rin alam kung paano ko ipapakilala ang sarili ko...
Siguro madalas mo akong makitang nakangiti.. o minsan ay narinig na humahalakhak... Pero sa tingin mo ba totoo ang ang aking pinapakita?
Gusto kong sabihin sa iyo na hindi ako lubusang masaya. Na May parte nang pag katao ko ang nag durusa. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin o kung paano ko ipapakita.. Ang totoo kong nadarama...
Friday, September 4, 2009
my thoughts...
There is a part of me
That I felt so strange
A part of me that cannot be change
Something that I can't see,
Something that I can't change,
Something that I know its for real.
And this 'thing' is always here,
This 'thing' that I don’t know how to share.
So I pull it all back to my mind,
All the thoughts, all the feeling
All the Pain, all the hurts
All the memories, it is all hid behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with so much pain.
Pain that always break me down
I feel so lost and alone,
And now one was there
To make me glad
“Moving on” is the word
But I never know how
Whatever it is,
I know one thing for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.
That I felt so strange
A part of me that cannot be change
Something that I can't see,
Something that I can't change,
Something that I know its for real.
And this 'thing' is always here,
This 'thing' that I don’t know how to share.
So I pull it all back to my mind,
All the thoughts, all the feeling
All the Pain, all the hurts
All the memories, it is all hid behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with so much pain.
Pain that always break me down
I feel so lost and alone,
And now one was there
To make me glad
“Moving on” is the word
But I never know how
Whatever it is,
I know one thing for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
So w0nderful
Hai.. Pag katap0s ng lhat, pakiramdam ko okey nku (naman!) malayo s kung ano ang nararamdaman ko n0on. I fEeL So difFerent, very different.. Pakiramdam koh everything is w0ndErful s buhay koh ngayon. Siguro dhil tngGaP N ng puso koh ang lhat, na ang nakaraan ay isa nalamang alaala na masarap alalahanin. katulad nga ng sabi noon ni sir Ace "History" pwedeng ma alala o pwedeng makalimutan.. Nakakatuwang isip ang nangyari, pero hindi n ulit ito mngy2ri khit anung pilit ntin. Everything is just a history unchangeable and f0rever gone. But Today is the m0st imp0rtant, the day where I can build my 2m0r0w, my future.
My mind is at rest. My heart is at rest. Is see my self at the mirr0r and I l0ve what I see and I l0ve what I feel. But it change. Iba na ako.. d 2lad noon..N0w, I can really smile without hesitati0n, with0ut pain, with0ut missing any0ne. Maybe this is the end of my l0ng search for happiness. I l0ve it. I really do l0ve it.
Every start has its end and every end has its start. And n0w is my start. N0w that I'm starting to build the pieces of me. Starting to pickup the missing piece of me. Starting to filled my heart with happiness, new mem0ries and l0ve. I kn0w this is my start. Its been a l0ng and w0ndErful j0urney f0r me, so tiring, and I am glad that I that I d0nt give up that i d0nt quit so easy. kaya nga andito ako ngayon
N0w everything is okey for me..I can actually Look back with a smile and happy for that...hindi n ako malungkot..hindi na umiiyak.. hindi na nag tatanong kung bakit.. I'm glad i've made it.. I am glad n dumating aq s punt0ng ito ng buhay koh. Everything is w0rth it dhil ngay0n alam koh s sarili ko n masaya aq and this is the best FeEling na naramdaman. ^_^
siguro ganun tlaga yun noh?! pag na intindihan mo na ang ibig sabihin ng "Acceptance".. kapag binuksan mo ang mundo mo sa iba.. kpag binuksan mo ang isip mo n lahat pwede mag bago.. doon matututunan nating mag MOVE ON.. mag let go.. at maging masaya.. pero ang hirap gawin yun d b? kailangang i-kondisyon ang sarili...
akala ko nun hindi ko kaya.. dahil sa bawat lingon ko sila ang aking nakikita.. ang dami kong pinalagpas n pag kakataon n maging masaya.. kc masaya akong nag hold on sa lahat.. pero ngayon okey n ako.. masaya na ako ngayon.. I am better no... better than yesterday..
let all be happy.. :D
lets all accept that everything change..
forget everything that gives pain..
Acceptance is the key.. :D
My mind is at rest. My heart is at rest. Is see my self at the mirr0r and I l0ve what I see and I l0ve what I feel. But it change. Iba na ako.. d 2lad noon..N0w, I can really smile without hesitati0n, with0ut pain, with0ut missing any0ne. Maybe this is the end of my l0ng search for happiness. I l0ve it. I really do l0ve it.
Every start has its end and every end has its start. And n0w is my start. N0w that I'm starting to build the pieces of me. Starting to pickup the missing piece of me. Starting to filled my heart with happiness, new mem0ries and l0ve. I kn0w this is my start. Its been a l0ng and w0ndErful j0urney f0r me, so tiring, and I am glad that I that I d0nt give up that i d0nt quit so easy. kaya nga andito ako ngayon
N0w everything is okey for me..I can actually Look back with a smile and happy for that...hindi n ako malungkot..hindi na umiiyak.. hindi na nag tatanong kung bakit.. I'm glad i've made it.. I am glad n dumating aq s punt0ng ito ng buhay koh. Everything is w0rth it dhil ngay0n alam koh s sarili ko n masaya aq and this is the best FeEling na naramdaman. ^_^
siguro ganun tlaga yun noh?! pag na intindihan mo na ang ibig sabihin ng "Acceptance".. kapag binuksan mo ang mundo mo sa iba.. kpag binuksan mo ang isip mo n lahat pwede mag bago.. doon matututunan nating mag MOVE ON.. mag let go.. at maging masaya.. pero ang hirap gawin yun d b? kailangang i-kondisyon ang sarili...
akala ko nun hindi ko kaya.. dahil sa bawat lingon ko sila ang aking nakikita.. ang dami kong pinalagpas n pag kakataon n maging masaya.. kc masaya akong nag hold on sa lahat.. pero ngayon okey n ako.. masaya na ako ngayon.. I am better no... better than yesterday..
let all be happy.. :D
lets all accept that everything change..
forget everything that gives pain..
Acceptance is the key.. :D
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