So w0nderful

Hai.. Pag katap0s ng lhat, pakiramdam ko okey nku (naman!) malayo s kung ano ang nararamdaman ko n0on. I fEeL So difFerent, very different.. Pakiramdam koh everything is w0ndErful s buhay koh ngayon. Siguro dhil tngGaP N ng puso koh ang lhat, na ang nakaraan ay isa nalamang alaala na masarap alalahanin. katulad nga ng sabi noon ni sir Ace "History" pwedeng ma alala o pwedeng makalimutan.. Nakakatuwang isip ang nangyari, pero hindi n ulit ito mngy2ri khit anung pilit ntin. Everything is just a history unchangeable and f0rever gone. But Today is the m0st imp0rtant, the day where I can build my 2m0r0w, my future.

My mind is at rest. My heart is at rest. Is see my self at the mirr0r and I l0ve what I see and I l0ve what I feel. But it change. Iba na ako.. d 2lad noon..N0w, I can really smile without hesitati0n, with0ut pain, with0ut missing any0ne. Maybe this is the end of my l0ng search for happiness. I l0ve it. I really do l0ve it.

Every start has its end and every end has its start. And n0w is my start. N0w that I'm starting to build the pieces of me. Starting to pickup the missing piece of me. Starting to filled my heart with happiness, new mem0ries and l0ve. I kn0w this is my start. Its been a l0ng and w0ndErful j0urney f0r me, so tiring, and I am glad that I that I d0nt give up that i d0nt quit so easy. kaya nga andito ako ngayon

N0w everything is okey for me..I can actually Look back with a smile and happy for that...hindi n ako malungkot..hindi na umiiyak.. hindi na nag tatanong kung bakit.. I'm glad i've made it.. I am glad n dumating aq s punt0ng ito ng buhay koh. Everything is w0rth it dhil ngay0n alam koh s sarili ko n masaya aq and this is the best FeEling na naramdaman. ^_^

siguro ganun tlaga yun noh?! pag na intindihan mo na ang ibig sabihin ng "Acceptance".. kapag binuksan mo ang mundo mo sa iba.. kpag binuksan mo ang isip mo n lahat pwede mag bago.. doon matututunan nating mag MOVE ON.. mag let go.. at maging masaya.. pero ang hirap gawin yun d b? kailangang i-kondisyon ang sarili...

akala ko nun hindi ko kaya.. dahil sa bawat lingon ko sila ang aking nakikita.. ang dami kong pinalagpas n pag kakataon n maging masaya.. kc masaya akong nag hold on sa lahat.. pero ngayon okey n ako.. masaya na ako ngayon.. I am better no... better than yesterday..

let all be happy.. :D
lets all accept that everything change..
forget everything that gives pain..
Acceptance is the key.. :D