Time on my own

I need so time on my own, time to think what really matters to me and who matters to me. For a while I need some time to feel myself, to see myself, to hear myself and to be myself again and be what I want to become. I know I need some time to fix myself, to pick up the lost part of me which I lost when I was in deep pain. Yes, pain, I was hurt before and it concur me and it’s been difficult for me to move on and cope up from it, it turns me into someone that I am not. I separate myself from others and none of my friends knows how much pain I’m into because I don’t want to, because I want to heal the wounds on my own way. I wish to be whole again after that pain I know it’s not easy thing but I know I can do it. I just need a little time on my own.