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I was staring in a blank paper and I don’t know what to write. I stare until I get tired. I know it’s a waste of time and I know it’s not right because I am starting to reminisce again and I hate it because it makes me feel so bad. I remember the times I was so down, the times that I lose the will to fight, the times that I hated my life and those precious times I had. I remember the times I throw myself on the side, away from the world that once that makes me smile. There were those times when I lose my appetite to write and disregard the things that reminds me of who I am. I know I was so damn wrong, but I guess it’s something for me to grow. As years pass me by, I realize that life give me the right, to know the answer that consumes my mind that some people move and leave and some will come and stay. As time continuously moves I learn that there are certainly things that I can’t have no matter how hard I try too and time will never stop even I want too, that I have to move on and face my life on my own. As I move on to life and trying forget the pain inside, somebody came to me and change my whole life. They came and help me to move on and make me realize that pain is no longer in my heart.