Happy Birthday Poem - "You are the Story"

Hey my friend it’s your special day

And I have a lot of things to say

Even I’m not around and away

I’ll try to make you smile in my own special way

I guess it’s been a year since the day

When I first heard your name I asked “Who is she?”

You were asked to joined Mr. and Ms. CB

I said go! Even I don’t recognized the name

You know I don’t remember a lot of things

I even told you I don’t remember the first time we met

That’s why you said I’m bad and so mean

You said remember this face and my name that will be okay

Do you remember the day I got mad?

You didn’t heard words from my mouth

I did not talked to you as if I don’t know you

I just passed you as if I don’t see you

Remember in Tampa we traveled a lot

Together we bought a lot of stuff

And do you remember the dessert that we had

That’s my favorite I know you know why

Do you remember how many times it takes us?

Before we finally get in to an aquarium in Tampa

And when we finally get in at last

We first looked for a restaurant not sea creature it has

When you cooked and I am around

I honestly told you how bad it was

You looked at me so bad then I laugh

But still you know I ate your dish but not so much

In one look you know what’s in my mind

When I walked in employee line

You gave me one crooked smile

You have a clue what kind of day I will have

When I asked you to wait for me when I closed the line

I told you just for thirty minutes but turned to an hour

That’s why when I walked to you I wore my smile

Then I gave you cookies or tea for you not to be mad

When I heard the duck and summer sunshine

I know it’s already time

It’s time for me to wake you up

So you won’t be late and be left out of the bus

When we talked, we talked about a lot of stuff

We talked as if it will be the last

Sometimes you joined me to sit and relax

Near the pool or sometimes in front of the house

This poem will never be enough

To tell the story of the days that we have

But I hope with this I let you know

That I honestly feel so glad right now

Smile because today is your birthday

And I hope you’ll enjoy your special day

Seize every minute that comes along your way

And I wish for a great happiness for you everyday

But before I end this poem I wrote for your special day

I hope I made you smile that I remember those days

So Happy birthday to one of the Bebe of Tampa!

Happy birthday to you Anne Chua!

Changes for New Year - Echosera lang

I was thinking of what to do new things for new year and one thing that comes to my mind is to delete all photos in my ipod touch but of course to save all pics to my computer, change pictures that I putted on my digital photo album,, clean my room, less texting, spend more time to reading, and balance my time equally .  For what reason? I can't tell hahaha just kidding... well I just want to have new things for this new year,, to start things all over and to have new start. Well I'll try to be better for this coming 2013. I want to be a different person, i want to be a different me for 2013.

There might be a lot of changes next year but there is something that will never change. The fact that  I had a wonderful year, a blessed 2012.. This year I met a lot of people and this year one of my dream came true, an experience that no one can take away from me.Just like 2012 I hope my happiness, hopeful thoughts , and love will continue to 2013.

Thank you 2012...Welcome 2013...

Unsaid Thoughts

 I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. John Burroughs

 I guess I am thinking too much this passed few days... I really don't understand why should I.. There are a lot of things that keeps my mind working 24/7 and I feel so tired. There are certain memories that linger in my mind, a kind of memories that I really love, a kind of memories that made me questioned if it will happen again and if I will be with the people I spend with. I knew this day will happen, I knew it when I found myself happy with them and I knew that I will really feel bad. But it was all gone and I can't put it back to life. For the next days, Next month and next year those memories will be shatter in my mind if I continue to stress myself about it. Memories are memories and it is something I can't change. But I hope I'll still spend some days with them to make my mind at ease. Somehow I am glad that I still have them and right now they are the people that put a big smile in my face and put  love in my heart. At this moment they are my happiness and a very memorable Christmas gift this year.

At some point when my mind is too occupied with those memories. I am so happy that  I found rope to hold on and be reconnected with few people that also once put a very big smile my heart and make me feel so love and right now I am incredibly thankful with the affection they show to me.And with that I think I am having my early Christmas gift. Despite the distance that we have they still there I know they were the best Christmas gift in my life.

Ang napipintong pag alis sa araneta

Ilang araw na lang pala
sa araneta di ko na sila makikita
nakakalungkot kaya
sa school ako na lang ang matitira

Pero ginusto ko to di ba?
Ang paglingkuran ang madla
Posisyon ko ay mahalaga
Hindi ako pwedeng mawala

Pero tayo ay bumalik sa kanila
sa mga kaibigan na aking nakasama
sa mga nakilalang hindi sinasadya
Siguro yun ay talagang naka tadhana

Ang makita sila ako ay natutuwa
Pag bumanat na ako ay hahalakhak na
Hindi ko maintindihan bakit kaya
Ganun na lang epekto nila

Sa huling linggo nila sa Araneta
Gusto ko sila ay maging masaya
Kahit na exam ang haharapin nila
dalaw dalaw din sa opisina.

Hanggang dito na lang muna tong tula
yung susunod pag na miss ko na sila
Ang tanong ito kaya't masunda pa
Ang sigurado kukulitin ko silang makita

The triple lost

What a great lost I had

This is not simple,

It breaks my heart

It tortures my mind

Every step I take

In every move I make

The thought things will end

What a great lost I will have

You took my heart

Because you made me smile

I stand by your side

coz I thought this will last

I gave you my time

Something I can’t bring back

But when time called for depart

What a great lost I will have

In every song you sing

It made my heart feel so bliss

But now that you will not be by my side

What a great lost I will have

You made me smile and happy

Now you made me frown

This is something I can’t stand

What a great lost I will have

Now we have to separate our way

With you is my heart, I can’t pretend

The time we spend will just lost in the dark

What a great lost I will have

The Triple Victory

I see them smile, I had my victory

As they walk to the path

They have their learnings to lived

And that is my sweet victory

I am a leader who lead

Who represent and believe

I make an activity

For the whole studentry

I work back and forth

Sweat and papers, I hold

Just to prove that they vote

For the person that they deserve

I had done my job what a victory

A slap to those who don’t believe

A delight to my committed heart

A sweet though to my weary mind

But it is not just the activity

Nor being a leader is my triumph

But how these things made me

The person that I am right now

What a great victory that I have

Not just one, not two but three

What a triumph I had published

What I had done is the shout of my heart

*This was written because my friend asked me.. this was needed for the subject..*

2 point view - Mercy Killing

I see him lay in his bed

As if he’s just sleeping

I see him breathe I feel the beat

He should continue to live

But what is the sense of everything

If he just lay in his bed and sleep

Without a word or a single reaction

I think we should consider mercy killing

But he is alive and not dead

We can’t steal life from him

Coz the one who can take it

Is the one who created him

But until when will you wait

For him to be awake

How much pain will feel

Before you decide to free him

Yes! God have power, people too

God can take life, we decide too

In any action that we do

Kneel down and ask what to do

 *This was written because my friend asked me too... this was needed for the subject.. *

Insensitive

I don't mind. I don't care
What you feel everyday
What I care most of the day
Is what I feel, that will be okey

You're insensitive, that sucks!
And that is not okey
Things that they give, you don't appreciate
You don't care what they feel

It's not just I am insensitive
Sometimes I just don't show it
I am afraid to show what I feel
when they're gone, how do I deal with it?

You're reasons are so unfair
One day you'll loose everything
Friends who care to you today
Will walk away coz you don't care

If they are my friend they will stay
Accept my flaws and know my fears
they will be there to understand
coz that is how friends are made

But even friends need to be appreciate
Coz they are humans and have feelings
Unappreciated efforts from a friend
Is much more painful than a shot in the head

When I heard two leader talked

I am a leader and I am smart

My IQ is above from average one

My vocabulary is like a dictionary

Debate for me is like one, two, three

But hey I am leader too

But my mind is not like you

In my card I got one or two

But I have a heart to serve all of you

 But what is the sense of heart

If your mind is like a coconut

If you’re not popular like I am

And you can’t stand in front of the crowd

Even my mind is like coconut

My commitment is high like sky

I don’t work not just by my mind

But by hand and with people around

 When I heard the leader talk

I ask which is better than the two

Who lead with a mind or with a heart?

I guess a leader should poses the two

*This was written because my friend asked me too.. she needed this for her world literature class.. :D*