Green and White: My Alma Mater

Here I am now
Standing in this very same ground
Things are already changed
I wonder if I am still the same

I have to face tomorrow
And kiss goodbye to yesterday
I have to accept and move on
Understand that nothing stay the same

All had been said and done
The emptiness I felt sometimes
All the heartbreak and downfalls
All I surpassed by His guidance

Every time I feel so happy and loved
My world is full of fun
All the craziness I had done
All I keep deep in my heart

Soon everything will be gone
My memories will be forgotten in this ground
For so many years that I am around
Its time to leave the place I learn to love

I will face the world alone but prepared
Even I am afraid of what future may present
With all the learning that I gain after all this years
I know I can show the world that I can make it

But before I take my final step
I like to say all the memories will live
Deep in my heart and in any place I will be
And I will always be proud to where I begin

 

Just Another Day

I never give too much attention to something until it catches me. But sometimes I hate that kind of character that I have because of it I failed to see the things around me, I failed to see those things that should matter too in my life and I failed to see the attention that was given to me by other people. I know it was bad and I know I looked mean because of it, but I can't help it. In the past years of my life I just keep myself surrounded by the people whom I like, yes, I am kinda picky person. I am very much careful on letting people enter in my life especially on choosing friends and people that I will trust. It was my decision and I choose to be this way. I am afraid to be hurt that's why I keep myself away from others and surround myself with people I knew I can count.  All my attentions were focus on the people I choose too but I never thought that because of it I am making myself fall into deep hole. A kind hole where it will be difficult to get out and a kind of hole where pain is all around.

In this passed few months I had realized I was wrong, I was wrong in alot of things and I was wrong for letting myself guarded at all times. I focused myself to few and not minding people around me. But can anyone blame me for what I had done? If all I want is to protect myself from getting hurt? I guess everyone will agree to me that nobody wants to get hurt the same way that I don't want too.But the thought of protecting myself is like isolating myself to the world. I thought I had learn from my past experience that I won't do the same thing as I did. But I was wrong because I did the very same thing I did before.

Now that some important people were gone and now that I have to make big decisions in my life there is a certainly feeling deep in myself looking for them, wanting to know their answers in all the questions in my mind. This things made me realized how important they are to me. That my own thoughts and my own self explanations were not just enough for me. I have to be tough on this and I need to trust myself on this and my own instincts. I know that I can make it even with them but  I know in my heart and mind I need them.

Isang Upuan

Isang Upuan

Tila mundo ko ay nabigla

Puso ko hawak mo na pala

Ngiti ko sayo na ay nakapintura

Lahat ay gumuho ng nawala ka

Makulit ata talaga ang tadhana

Kung kelan ako ay masaya saka ka kinuha

Ngayon puso't isip ko ay tulala

Hiling ko sa hangin sana ikaw ay muling makasama

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat kong madama

Panahon nating magkasama ay lumipas na

Mga ngiti at tawanan ay inanod na

Muli kayang sumikat ang araw sa alaala?

Mga luha kinukubli ko na lang sa mga tala

Kaya kapag ito'y iyong makita

Malaman at maramdaman mo sana

Na araw - araw gusto kitang makita

Ngunit kung sa kasalukuyan hindi ka makita

Ako'y aasang baka bukas tadhana ay pumayag na

At kung hindi talaga tayo magkikitang dalawa

Ako'y magiging masaya na lamang na tayo'y minsang nagkakilala

Happy Birthday Poem - A friend's Gift

I thank God for a wonderful gift

Coz He let you born in here

A person who loves me sincerely

A person who cares so much for me

Who were there to lift me up when I am down

Makes me laugh in my moments of frown

A friend who touches my life

In a way she never thought she had

I hope and pray you always be happy

In a way you always make me happy

Today on your special day

I hope it will be filled with glee

I hope today I make you feel in your heart

That I am beside you even if I am not around

To make you feel how much special you are

Here in my heart that no words can really define

So happy birthday to you my dear friend

Happy birthday to the one that make me feel okay

To that one who never failed to make me laugh

Happy birthday Mylyn Mercado! :D