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Hey you are my light in darkness night
You are the fire in my cold heart
You are the hope for me to carry on
You are a dream that I want to hold
You are my hero who can fight for my honor
I fly high beneath your wings
We fly, higher than the Empire State
You love me and give meaning to my life
An inspiration that I want keep an eye
You are a song that I want to sing so loud
You are the love that I want to feel every hour
So I smile as I walk to this path
Coz I know Im not alone coz you are by my side

Green and White: My Alma Mater

Here I am now
Standing in this very same ground
Things are already changed
I wonder if I am still the same

I have to face tomorrow
And kiss goodbye to yesterday
I have to accept and move on
Understand that nothing stay the same

All had been said and done
The emptiness I felt sometimes
All the heartbreak and downfalls
All I surpassed by His guidance

Every time I feel so happy and loved
My world is full of fun
All the craziness I had done
All I keep deep in my heart

Soon everything will be gone
My memories will be forgotten in this ground
For so many years that I am around
Its time to leave the place I learn to love

I will face the world alone but prepared
Even I am afraid of what future may present
With all the learning that I gain after all this years
I know I can show the world that I can make it

But before I take my final step
I like to say all the memories will live
Deep in my heart and in any place I will be
And I will always be proud to where I begin

 

Just Another Day

I never give too much attention to something until it catches me. But sometimes I hate that kind of character that I have because of it I failed to see the things around me, I failed to see those things that should matter too in my life and I failed to see the attention that was given to me by other people. I know it was bad and I know I looked mean because of it, but I can't help it. In the past years of my life I just keep myself surrounded by the people whom I like, yes, I am kinda picky person. I am very much careful on letting people enter in my life especially on choosing friends and people that I will trust. It was my decision and I choose to be this way. I am afraid to be hurt that's why I keep myself away from others and surround myself with people I knew I can count.  All my attentions were focus on the people I choose too but I never thought that because of it I am making myself fall into deep hole. A kind hole where it will be difficult to get out and a kind of hole where pain is all around.

In this passed few months I had realized I was wrong, I was wrong in alot of things and I was wrong for letting myself guarded at all times. I focused myself to few and not minding people around me. But can anyone blame me for what I had done? If all I want is to protect myself from getting hurt? I guess everyone will agree to me that nobody wants to get hurt the same way that I don't want too.But the thought of protecting myself is like isolating myself to the world. I thought I had learn from my past experience that I won't do the same thing as I did. But I was wrong because I did the very same thing I did before.

Now that some important people were gone and now that I have to make big decisions in my life there is a certainly feeling deep in myself looking for them, wanting to know their answers in all the questions in my mind. This things made me realized how important they are to me. That my own thoughts and my own self explanations were not just enough for me. I have to be tough on this and I need to trust myself on this and my own instincts. I know that I can make it even with them but  I know in my heart and mind I need them.

Isang Upuan

Isang Upuan

Tila mundo ko ay nabigla

Puso ko hawak mo na pala

Ngiti ko sayo na ay nakapintura

Lahat ay gumuho ng nawala ka

Makulit ata talaga ang tadhana

Kung kelan ako ay masaya saka ka kinuha

Ngayon puso't isip ko ay tulala

Hiling ko sa hangin sana ikaw ay muling makasama

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat kong madama

Panahon nating magkasama ay lumipas na

Mga ngiti at tawanan ay inanod na

Muli kayang sumikat ang araw sa alaala?

Mga luha kinukubli ko na lang sa mga tala

Kaya kapag ito'y iyong makita

Malaman at maramdaman mo sana

Na araw - araw gusto kitang makita

Ngunit kung sa kasalukuyan hindi ka makita

Ako'y aasang baka bukas tadhana ay pumayag na

At kung hindi talaga tayo magkikitang dalawa

Ako'y magiging masaya na lamang na tayo'y minsang nagkakilala

Happy Birthday Poem - A friend's Gift

I thank God for a wonderful gift

Coz He let you born in here

A person who loves me sincerely

A person who cares so much for me

Who were there to lift me up when I am down

Makes me laugh in my moments of frown

A friend who touches my life

In a way she never thought she had

I hope and pray you always be happy

In a way you always make me happy

Today on your special day

I hope it will be filled with glee

I hope today I make you feel in your heart

That I am beside you even if I am not around

To make you feel how much special you are

Here in my heart that no words can really define

So happy birthday to you my dear friend

Happy birthday to the one that make me feel okay

To that one who never failed to make me laugh

Happy birthday Mylyn Mercado! :D

Happy Birthday Poem - "You are the Story"

Hey my friend it’s your special day

And I have a lot of things to say

Even I’m not around and away

I’ll try to make you smile in my own special way

I guess it’s been a year since the day

When I first heard your name I asked “Who is she?”

You were asked to joined Mr. and Ms. CB

I said go! Even I don’t recognized the name

You know I don’t remember a lot of things

I even told you I don’t remember the first time we met

That’s why you said I’m bad and so mean

You said remember this face and my name that will be okay

Do you remember the day I got mad?

You didn’t heard words from my mouth

I did not talked to you as if I don’t know you

I just passed you as if I don’t see you

Remember in Tampa we traveled a lot

Together we bought a lot of stuff

And do you remember the dessert that we had

That’s my favorite I know you know why

Do you remember how many times it takes us?

Before we finally get in to an aquarium in Tampa

And when we finally get in at last

We first looked for a restaurant not sea creature it has

When you cooked and I am around

I honestly told you how bad it was

You looked at me so bad then I laugh

But still you know I ate your dish but not so much

In one look you know what’s in my mind

When I walked in employee line

You gave me one crooked smile

You have a clue what kind of day I will have

When I asked you to wait for me when I closed the line

I told you just for thirty minutes but turned to an hour

That’s why when I walked to you I wore my smile

Then I gave you cookies or tea for you not to be mad

When I heard the duck and summer sunshine

I know it’s already time

It’s time for me to wake you up

So you won’t be late and be left out of the bus

When we talked, we talked about a lot of stuff

We talked as if it will be the last

Sometimes you joined me to sit and relax

Near the pool or sometimes in front of the house

This poem will never be enough

To tell the story of the days that we have

But I hope with this I let you know

That I honestly feel so glad right now

Smile because today is your birthday

And I hope you’ll enjoy your special day

Seize every minute that comes along your way

And I wish for a great happiness for you everyday

But before I end this poem I wrote for your special day

I hope I made you smile that I remember those days

So Happy birthday to one of the Bebe of Tampa!

Happy birthday to you Anne Chua!

Changes for New Year - Echosera lang

I was thinking of what to do new things for new year and one thing that comes to my mind is to delete all photos in my ipod touch but of course to save all pics to my computer, change pictures that I putted on my digital photo album,, clean my room, less texting, spend more time to reading, and balance my time equally .  For what reason? I can't tell hahaha just kidding... well I just want to have new things for this new year,, to start things all over and to have new start. Well I'll try to be better for this coming 2013. I want to be a different person, i want to be a different me for 2013.

There might be a lot of changes next year but there is something that will never change. The fact that  I had a wonderful year, a blessed 2012.. This year I met a lot of people and this year one of my dream came true, an experience that no one can take away from me.Just like 2012 I hope my happiness, hopeful thoughts , and love will continue to 2013.

Thank you 2012...Welcome 2013...