Shattered Lady

Shattered Lady

I walked through the door and waited for me

Asked if I’m okay and if I have food with me

The smile on your face made me forget everything

Got lost in the Country N’ Town with me

We always missed the bus and wait for a new trip

And those little things we did are in my memory

We ate a lot of meat balls and ate at Dunkin Donuts

Forget about the table until it’s full of trash

And those are the lazy things we argue most of the time

I can’t sleep at bed when you’re not around

Watched so many movies and hear each other’s laugh

Even if we need to wake up early we still do it everyday

We sung at the side walk of Temple Terrence

Run on the street even if it’s 12 AM

And all those crazy things seems to be like yesterday

I watched you as you worked on your dish

At the counter top I wonder what the taste would be

And those are the times that put smile in my heart

We gazed upon the sky while you’re by my side

As we watched the fireworks light and spark

And those are the times that I know I’ll never forget in time

We protect each other from possible harm

Even from someone’s poisonous tongue

And those are the things I will always want to do in a life time

We traveled to a place that we never know

Talked to people and asked them which place to go

And those are the things that taught me to rely on my own

The distance that we made from home is not that easy

But sited next to you I felt like home is near me

And those are the things that I will keep for many years

But now it’s been a year and our time is gone

The path that we had you’re no longer around

And these are the things that make me feel so sad right now

As I feel the breeze of summer air

I hope to be back to the time where we are in

And spend the days with you once again

I know there are a lot of days that we can spend

But I wish I am with you just like the old days

And feel the happiness we felt like those days

I know things are need to be this way

As life always says nothing stay the same

And we will never be an exemption of it

As my other friends says soon I’ll forget about the days we spend

I agree without a second though but I know I miss you this days

I might look happy most of the days but right now I am not okay

Happy Birthday Poem - Gift

Hey my friends it’s your birthday

And I hope you are happy today

For another year that come along the way

I guess it’s time for us to celebrate

Today is the day you came to life

Live here down on earth and make everyone smile

So I thank God for a special gift

Coz He let you walk to the path where I am in

For today is your special day

I hope to make you smile in every words that I will say

Even we don’t see each other everyday

I know, for each other we will always be there

This sound crazy but so true

How are friendship started I don’t have a clue

I just found myself beside you

With the rest of gang and the stupid things we do

About you, there’s a lot of story to tell

How are friendship build like the Empire State

And how each day is not enough

To all the crazy things inside our mind

Remember the days when we ate at VMes

Watching the Basic Ed marching with the rifles in their chess

We laugh so loud when we shout with them

“Fouth year ka nga gra-graduate ka ba?” without minding them

Do you remember the night of your last year’s birthday?

When you asked me if I can smell some sautéed onion and garlic

Of course I lied to you and stand in the door way

So that our surprise will not be mess that we have spaghetti prepared by jc and nezt

Remember in Tampa when we went to checkers and eat cheesy fries

We don’t care what other thinks about

We just walk the street and sing so loud

As if we are just walking at Edsa Cubao

Remember when the days when you got sick

It was the days when you need to wash the plates at the sink

But then when everything is set and done

You just rose and say “play the movie and start the fun”

Do you remember the days when we do crazy stuff

Singing and dancing as if there’s karaoke in front

Making some videos and put shades in our eyes

Even in Atlanta airport we never leave without a mark

But sometimes I wonder why you're so unfair
When I try to wake you up you don't even care
But when Jane walk in ask you to prepare
You prepare faster than the Cheeta Hunt at Busch Gardens

The kind of friendship we have is not easy to come by

We surpassed to sleep on the floor and feel the rhino at night

Watch movie all night even we have work early at the park

So what if we only have chicken and meatballs fresh from the park

So much had been said by my mouth

All I just want to say is that I had so much things in my mind

Being with you is like riding in shiekra every time

It feels so crazy at the start but it is full of fun

So with this poem I made I hope I make you smile

Even there is a boring part but I made it from the heart

So Happy birthday to one of the bebe of Tampa

Happy Birthday my dear friend Darlene Bustillos!! 

Path

Hey you are my light in darkness night
You are the fire in my cold heart
You are the hope for me to carry on
You are a dream that I want to hold
You are my hero who can fight for my honor
I fly high beneath your wings
We fly, higher than the Empire State
You love me and give meaning to my life
An inspiration that I want keep an eye
You are a song that I want to sing so loud
You are the love that I want to feel every hour
So I smile as I walk to this path
Coz I know Im not alone coz you are by my side

Green and White: My Alma Mater

Here I am now
Standing in this very same ground
Things are already changed
I wonder if I am still the same

I have to face tomorrow
And kiss goodbye to yesterday
I have to accept and move on
Understand that nothing stay the same

All had been said and done
The emptiness I felt sometimes
All the heartbreak and downfalls
All I surpassed by His guidance

Every time I feel so happy and loved
My world is full of fun
All the craziness I had done
All I keep deep in my heart

Soon everything will be gone
My memories will be forgotten in this ground
For so many years that I am around
Its time to leave the place I learn to love

I will face the world alone but prepared
Even I am afraid of what future may present
With all the learning that I gain after all this years
I know I can show the world that I can make it

But before I take my final step
I like to say all the memories will live
Deep in my heart and in any place I will be
And I will always be proud to where I begin

 

Just Another Day

I never give too much attention to something until it catches me. But sometimes I hate that kind of character that I have because of it I failed to see the things around me, I failed to see those things that should matter too in my life and I failed to see the attention that was given to me by other people. I know it was bad and I know I looked mean because of it, but I can't help it. In the past years of my life I just keep myself surrounded by the people whom I like, yes, I am kinda picky person. I am very much careful on letting people enter in my life especially on choosing friends and people that I will trust. It was my decision and I choose to be this way. I am afraid to be hurt that's why I keep myself away from others and surround myself with people I knew I can count.  All my attentions were focus on the people I choose too but I never thought that because of it I am making myself fall into deep hole. A kind hole where it will be difficult to get out and a kind of hole where pain is all around.

In this passed few months I had realized I was wrong, I was wrong in alot of things and I was wrong for letting myself guarded at all times. I focused myself to few and not minding people around me. But can anyone blame me for what I had done? If all I want is to protect myself from getting hurt? I guess everyone will agree to me that nobody wants to get hurt the same way that I don't want too.But the thought of protecting myself is like isolating myself to the world. I thought I had learn from my past experience that I won't do the same thing as I did. But I was wrong because I did the very same thing I did before.

Now that some important people were gone and now that I have to make big decisions in my life there is a certainly feeling deep in myself looking for them, wanting to know their answers in all the questions in my mind. This things made me realized how important they are to me. That my own thoughts and my own self explanations were not just enough for me. I have to be tough on this and I need to trust myself on this and my own instincts. I know that I can make it even with them but  I know in my heart and mind I need them.

Isang Upuan

Isang Upuan

Tila mundo ko ay nabigla

Puso ko hawak mo na pala

Ngiti ko sayo na ay nakapintura

Lahat ay gumuho ng nawala ka

Makulit ata talaga ang tadhana

Kung kelan ako ay masaya saka ka kinuha

Ngayon puso't isip ko ay tulala

Hiling ko sa hangin sana ikaw ay muling makasama

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat kong madama

Panahon nating magkasama ay lumipas na

Mga ngiti at tawanan ay inanod na

Muli kayang sumikat ang araw sa alaala?

Mga luha kinukubli ko na lang sa mga tala

Kaya kapag ito'y iyong makita

Malaman at maramdaman mo sana

Na araw - araw gusto kitang makita

Ngunit kung sa kasalukuyan hindi ka makita

Ako'y aasang baka bukas tadhana ay pumayag na

At kung hindi talaga tayo magkikitang dalawa

Ako'y magiging masaya na lamang na tayo'y minsang nagkakilala

Happy Birthday Poem - A friend's Gift

I thank God for a wonderful gift

Coz He let you born in here

A person who loves me sincerely

A person who cares so much for me

Who were there to lift me up when I am down

Makes me laugh in my moments of frown

A friend who touches my life

In a way she never thought she had

I hope and pray you always be happy

In a way you always make me happy

Today on your special day

I hope it will be filled with glee

I hope today I make you feel in your heart

That I am beside you even if I am not around

To make you feel how much special you are

Here in my heart that no words can really define

So happy birthday to you my dear friend

Happy birthday to the one that make me feel okay

To that one who never failed to make me laugh

Happy birthday Mylyn Mercado! :D