Monday, August 7, 2017

ISFP Personality Profile


Every time na kumukuha ako ng personality test ang lumalabas ba type na personality ko ay ISPF or ISFP. Every since, na niniwala na ako na Introvert ako. Pero may as I grow old at dahil sa mga na e-experience ko eh pakiramdam ko eh nagiging Ambivert ako. But anyway, let me share what is ISFP para naman atleast makilala niyo ako ng konti dahil saktong sakto ito sa personality ko.

Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
(Introverted Feeling with Extraverted Sensing)


The Artist

As an ISFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five sense in a literal, concrete fashion.

ISFPs live in the world of sensation possibilities. They are keenly in tune with the way things look, taste, sound, feel and smell. They have a strong aesthetic appreciation for art, and are likely to be artists in some form, because they are unusually gifted at creating and composing things which will strongly affect the senses. They have a strong set of values, which they strive to consistently meet in their lives. They need to feel as if they're living their lives in accordance with what they feel is right, and will rebel against anything which conflicts with that goal. They're likely to choose jobs and careers which allow them the freedom of working towards the realization of their value-oriented personal goals.
ISFPs tend to be quiet and reserved, and difficult to get to know well. They hold back their ideas and opinions except from those who they are closest to. They are likely to be kind, gentle and sensitive in their dealings with others. They are interested in contributing to people's sense of well-being and happiness, and will put a great deal of effort and energy into tasks which they believe in.

ISFPs have a strong affinity for aesthetics and beauty. They're likely to be animal lovers, and to have a true appreciation for the beauties of nature. They're original and independent, and need to have personal space. They value people who take the time to understand the ISFP, and who support the ISFP in pursuing their goals in their own, unique way. People who don't know them well may see their unique way of life as a sign of carefree light-heartedness, but the ISFP actually takes life very seriously, constantly gathering specific information and shifting it through their value systems, in search for clarification and underlying meaning.

ISFPs are action-oriented individuals. They are "doers", and are usually uncomfortable with theorizing concepts and ideas, unless they see a practical application. They learn best in a "hands-on" environment, and consequently may become easily bored with the traditional teaching methods, which emphasize abstract thinking. They do not like impersonal analysis, and are uncomfortable with the idea of making decisions based strictly on logic. Their strong value systems demand that decisions are evaluated against their subjective beliefs, rather than against some objective rules or laws.

ISFPs are extremely perceptive and aware of others. They constantly gather specific information about people, and seek to discover what it means. They are usually penetratingly accurate in their perceptions of others.
ISFPs are warm and sympathetic. They genuinely care about people, and are strongly service-oriented in their desire to please. They have an unusually deep well of caring for those who are close to them, and are likely to show their love through actions, rather than words.

ISFPs have no desire to lead or control others, just as they have no desire to be led or controlled by others. They need space and time alone to evaluate the circumstances of their life against their value system, and are likely to respect other people's needs for the same.
The ISFP is likely to not give themself enough credit for the things which they do extremely well. Their strong value systems can lead them to be intensely perfectionist, and cause them to judge themselves with unneccesary harshness.

The ISFP has many special gifts for the world, especially in the areas of creating artistic sensation, and selflessly serving others. Life is not likely to be extremely easy for the ISFP, because they take life so seriously, but they have the tools to make their lives and the lives of those close to them richly rewarding experiences.

Source: http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFP.html

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Pointers for Review - MBA

Part I and Part II
  1. HR Management 
  2. Management Leadership Styles 
  3. Financial Management
  4. Financial Management vs Management Accounting 
  5. Marketing Management 
  6. Risk and Change Management 
  7. Investment Management
Part III – Research
  1. Nature, Purpose, Process
  2. Different between Qualitative and Quantitative Methods and their various data gathering techniques.
  3. Importance of review Related Literature and Techniques in synthesizing them.
  4. Application of the following statistical tools in research:
    • Pearson r Test
    • Chi-Square Test
    • Kendall’s Coefficient
    • Analysis of Variance
    • T-Test

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Month of July

It's funny that I did not able to write something nung birth month ko. Anyhow, the whole month of July is amazing. Nakakatuwa kasi ang daming ngyari sa akin. There is an opportunity that open up for me at madaming bagay akong na experience. 

First, AMS open its door for me. thought, hindi ko pa pwedeng i-share dahil hindi pa naman siya finalized pero masaya na din ako kasi they gave me chance and I am looking forward to work with them. 

I am big fan of volleyball at isa isa mga gusto kong mapanood ng live is Alyssa Valdez and other former ADMU Lady Eagles. IT happened last July 9, I went to FilOil Flying V Arena sa San Juan. Nag karoon din ako ng picture with Valdez kahit na nakatalikod siya. It was a great experience lalo na at first time kong manood ng live na volleyball match at first time ko ding pumunta sa FilOil Flying V Arena sa San Juan. 

But it didn't stop there, dahil pag katapos kong makapanood ng volleyball for Premier Volleyball League (PSL) ay nanood naman ako ng Philippine Super Liga (PSL). Though, sa San Juan Arena din siya ginanap this event is different dahil championship game siya between Petron Blaze Spikers and  F2 Logistics Cargo Movers. To be honest, hindi ako fan ng PSL. i just decided to watch the game para ma experience yung championship game feels. Dahil nga sabi ko before my birth month start eh gusto kong ma experience yung mga bagay na hindi ko na eexperience dahil na din sa busy schedule sa work and school. And both teams did not fail me dahil sobrang ganda nung game na pinakita. in addition, i able to watch how Mika Reyes, Ara Galang, Aby Marano, Kim Fajardo and the rest of former and current Lasallian Players. Isa pa, napanood ko ding maglaro sila Aiza Maizo, Rhea Dimaculangan, Sisi Rondila, Bernadette Pons at iba pang volleyball players na sa TV ko lang na papanood. It was indeed a great experience for me. 

Of course, my special day came and it feels normal. hahahaha... It's special because it's my birthday but it just feels like the other days lang din naman. But anyhow, it's my birthday and i celebrated it on my own. Yes, you read it right. I celebrated it alone. 

The first thing i did was to go to church. I went to Baclaran church and attended the mass. I am a devotee of Our Lady of Perceptual help. when i was in college i used to go there every Wednesday to pray and lit a candle. After the mass ay dumiretcho akong pumunta ng Tagaytay na wala akong masyadong idea kung saan ako sasakay. dumipende lang ako sa mga na research ko at sa mga taong napagtanungan ko. Maayos naman akong nakarating ng Tagaytay at nakapunta sa pinaka destination ko which is the Sky Ranch. The reason behind ako pumunta sa lugar na iyon ay para lang ma experience yung Sky Eye nila. After kong na experience ang Ferris Wheel sa Chicago nag karoon na ako ng interest sa mga Ferris Wheel. Yung pakiramdam kasi na binibigay niya kapag nasatuktok ka is sobrang saya. Yung pakiramdam mo na you are higher than anyone else. Yung pakiramdam ko na you reach the top. After ng Sky Ranch ay dumaan ako sa Our Lady Of Lourdes Parish para mag dasal. It's my first time sa simbahan na iyon and as the old saying says na kapag first time mo sa isang simbahan pwede kang mag wish. At dahil naniniwala ako duon ay nag wish ako. Kung ano man ang wish ko, well, sa akin na lang yun. :D Dahil one day trip lang ako ay bumalik lang din ako agad ng Manila. But my day is not yet over, ng makarating ako ng Manila ay dumeretcho ako ng San Juan Arena para manood ng Volleyball game. Yes, nanood ulit ako. Around 6 Pm na ako nakarating ay hindi ko na masyadong na abutan ang first game but I able to watched the last game na yun naman talaga ang pinunta ko. It's a match between Lady Falcons and Lady Maroons. It was a close match between to collegiate rebuilding teams. After the match, i went straight to Shakey's kung saan kumain ako ng Pizza. Why Pizza? because it's my favorite food at isa pa dahil may Shakey's card ako ay may free pizza ako kaya kinuha ko. I ordered pasta and as well as ice cream. Nakauwi ako around 11 PM na and I can say na sobrang naging masaya ang araw ko at worth it lahat. it's a great experience and a great day for me dahil nagawa ko yung mga bagay na gusto ko at mag isa ako. I am alone but never lonely. 

People may ask, bakit ako lang. It's because it is my choice. gusto kong gawin ang mga bagay ng mag isa. Gusto kong maging masaya ng mag isa. Maybe you may thing i am too independent. yes, i am independent. Naniniwala kasi ako dapat kaya mong maging masaya ng mag isa para kaya mong mag pasaya ng iba. Kasi pag masaya tayo, yung happiness na nararamdaman natin will transcend sa mga tao at sa mga ginagawa natin. At isa pa, yung happiness we owe it to ourselves. We should make ourselves happy bago yung ibang tao. 

There are a lot of things happened nung birth month and I am hoping next year makapag out of the country naman ako. 

I can't promise to myself but I will try to make it happen. 

Monday, June 19, 2017

Be myself Again

I feel so lost.

I don’t when this all begun - just feel like nothing is making sense at all. The feeling of fears, frustration, and anxiety are all blending in one. I don’t know why and I can’t even explain why. One day, I wake up in the morning I just suddenly feel tired and drain.

I used to know everything. I used to have all an explanation in everything that I do and feel. I used to acknowledge all the feelings that I have within myself. I am so sure about myself. But suddenly I feel like my world is falling in a deep chaos and I don’t know what to do. I am no longer sure of anything anymore.

I lost the confidence I filled myself. I used to believe that I can achieve anything and everything. I used to think that I can walk straight to the top. That no one can ever stop me achieving what I want in life. But I don’t know what happened. I lost it all. I lost myself.

Now, I don’t know where to go. I don’t know which path I need to take. I’m losing my way and  I hopelessly hoping to find my way back.


To find myself and be myself again. 

Friday, June 16, 2017

Midnight thought


At 12 midnight while eating my sandwich bigla akong napatingin sa wall and it has a remnant of our old house. I smile and close my eyes while trying to remember how our house look like. I remember kung gaano kaingay at kagulo ang bahay. I tried to remember kung ano yung itsura ng bahay nung bata pa ako.  Luckily, there is a picture that flash in my mind.  Nakakatawa, kasi feeling ko noon sobrang laki ng bahay.  Natatandaan ko pa kung gaano ka laki ang kitchen noon.  I remember the old sala na kahoy pa ang sahig.  Well,  kahoy naman talaga ang sahig noon.  Yung magagalit sila mommy kasi nag tatakbuhan kami at maingay sa bababa.  Then,  nirenovate yung bahay nag karoon ng 3rd floor at inayos ang kwarto. Nakakatawa na parang hotel room ang bahay sa dami ng pinto. I remember how this house used to be home for me. But as years past, things changed.  The house was renovated again but my home did not survive. Unti unting naging tahimik ang maingay at magulong bahay. The warm feeling i used to felt in this house became cold. People started to leave and change. People start to make their own choice. This place starting send a foreign feeling i couldn't explain.  But there is one thing for sure this place is no longer the same.  It never feel the same. 

I look around me and sadly smile. My home turns to be house. Its empty, cold and lonely and i have nothing to do but to accept the tragedy that this is no longer my home.



Thursday, June 15, 2017

Dear Me

Dear Me,

You will go through some times when you want to give up. You’ll get tired being optimistic and you will wonder how it feels like to be pessimist. There will be time when you will start questioning things. You will get frustrated because you can’t find answers to your questions. There will be moments when you will feel drain from all your responsibilities.  You will get exhausted standing on your ground and prove your critics and naysayers wrong. There will be time when you will lose some of your friends because of your decisions and beliefs. You will go through dark times and you will find yourself wiping all night. 

But it will all pass. Everything will eventually be okay. Do not lose hope. Be strong. Just keep going no matter what will happen. You will eventually see light at the end the darkness. Just keep walking.
Along the way you will find answers to your questions. One day, you will find reason why things happened. Listen to all the things they say but do not let it affect you. Do not let it break you because you are wonderful person. Be the change but do not let the world change you to be someone you are not. Be proud and remember that there are people who love you unconditionally without doubts and second thoughts.


Someday, you will understand but not now not today. So be happy, because you deserve to be. You are worth all the happiness in this world. 

Friday, May 19, 2017

Perfectly Projected

I always want to play the role of a strong individual person. I always want to be the tough and rough one. I always want to be the person who can do everything with perfection.  That Failure and rejection are the least thing that I can accommodate. 

I always choose to be on the go. I always want to be the person that people can count on. I want to be the person that can wipe their tears away. I always want to be their shoulder to cry on. I always want to be the person who help.

But what if, i am no longer strong? What if i became weak? what if, i am no longer be the kind of person they think i am?  What if, i can no longer help? 

Will there still be someone who will choose to be with me?

People only see want I want them to see. I put a thick line between what I want them to know and what i truly know. I created a perfect image of myself. Strong, achiever, confident and intimidating persona. They only see the mask of perfection i always put on. But behind those mask, lie a different story. The truth, genuine and the different me.

I hide all the miseries and failures. I healed my own pain, guarded my own heart, laughing out my sadness and fears. Crying out alone because of my broken dreams. I fully understood, that no one will understand because this world are full of hypocrite, self-centered and judgmental. So i choose to pretend and hide my true self.

I hide the moments i feel so lost and I need someone to show me the way. The moments I cry and i need someone to wipe those tears away. When Im hurt and i need someone to help me heal the pain. When Im confuse and i need someone to help me figure things out. when My mind is clouded by doubt and uncertainties and i need someone to hold the torch of light so i can keep on going. 

But what if I can no longer hide the truth? What if i get too tired of pretending? What if i start saying no? What if i start saying I can't ?  What if I can no longer be the person that they used to know? What if I will completely open myself to them? What if they find out how broken I am inside?  What if i start choosing myself first before them? 

Will there be someone who will accept me? Will there be someone who will stay with me? Or will I be let go because i can no longer play the heroine who can do everything?

Those questions hunt me like a prey. Those what ifs are like guns ready to kill. But I choose to push those questions at the back of my head and keep it to the darkest part of my being. Because i don't have the courage to reveal what is behind my facade. I do not have the guts to answers their whys. I cannot face rejection from other people. I am terrified to hear their answers.

So I put everything behind my perfected projection. I conceal my true self at the shadow of my perfect image. But i cannot hide the truth from myself, I cannot hide what i truly feel, I cannot escape from what i really need and i cant hide who truly i am.





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