Thursday, April 13, 2017

Kawa Kawa Hill and Nature Park in Ligao City



Kawa-kawa Hill and Natural Park is one of Bicol's tourist spot and it is located at California Village, Barangay Tuburan, Ligao City. It is 25 hectare and owned by Fernando Gonzales.

On your journey to the top of the hill you will see life-size images of the Station of the Cross which makes it a perfect place for reflection especially during Lenten season. Aside from that,  Divine Mercy Shrine and Carmelite Monastery is situated at the foot of the hill.








Luckily, during my trip I had a chance to see nuns praying on the right wing of the church.








The admission is free and there are a lot of refreshments available on your way up. There are also available restaurant and food stalls. 

(Pictures of the statues)


Once you reach the top of the hill, you will see a breath taking view of Ligao City. There is also sunflower garden, which I honestly enjoyed since it's my favorite flower. This place is definitely breath of fresh air for those who wanted to be away from the city.






How to get there

To get to Kawa-kawa Hills, you may take a jeepney from Legazpi City to Ligao City and it may cost around Php 40 per person. You may also take a jeepney that goes to Polangui. Just tell the driver to drop you off to Seventh Day Adventist Church in Tuburan or just tell him your going to Kawa-Kawa Hill, from there, take a tricycle that will take you to the base point of kawa kawa hill, fare is at Php 8 per person.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

To Mr. E.V

I never expect na makikita ko siya ulit after so many years. To be honest, he is one of the few people na hindi ko gusto kong makita o maka salubong man lang. But even I feel a bit awkward seeing him still I managed to compose and carry myself. Due to the fact that he is older than me I smile at him out of respect. Since I really don’t want to be in the same room with him kinausap ko na kaagad yung dapat kong kausapin. But he keeps on talking to me na pinilit ko namang sagutin in best way I can. Since we are not the only person inside the room he keeps on mentioning yung connection naming dalawa. I was his student and he used to me my teacher. I don’t want to assume and since I do not completely pay attention sa kung ano man ang sinasabi niya pero ramdam ko sa boses niya nung sinabi niyang estudyante there is a sense of pride on it. Sino ba naman ang mag aakala na kukuha ako ng Master’s Degree?

I did not bother to interfere kung ano man ang pinag uusapan nila dahil wala naman akong pakialam. Ni hindi nga ako nakaramdaman ng kahit katiting na saya nung pangalandakan na estudyante niya ako. Kahit obvious na wala akong interest sa kung anong sinasabi niya ay panay pa din ang tanong niya sa akin. Asking me to organize a reunion, about friend’s life and he even asked me to get married. But I simply dismissed the topic.  

And since hindi naman siya ang dahilan ng pinunta ko nag focus na lang akong kausapin yung secretary ng Grad School. Pero nakuha niya yung atensyon ko when I heard him say something hindi ko siya pinapansin. I honestly want to smirk at him that exact moment. Kung alam lang niya, ni sa panaginip hindi ko siya gustong makita.

Bigla kong na aalala yung sinabi sa akin noon ng kaibigan ko. That I should not hold grudges towards him and I should learn to forgive and forget. Pero tulad ng sinabi ko sa kaibigan ko I already forgive him for what he did but I will never forget what he made me felt.

Tuwing na aalala ko yung ginawa niya kasabay din nung bumabalik lahat ng naramdaman ko. Kung paano niya ako hinatak sa kwelyo at kinaladkad sa lobby.  I was terrified. Wala akong magawa kung hindi umiyak.

I can say he was a good teacher. He taught me that I have to be strong in order to survive. He made me realized na kung ipapakita mo ang emosyon at kung ipapakita mo na mahina ka kakayankayanin ka ng mga tao. It made me realized that I should never put my guard down, that I have to be smart and to be a big thing so that no one will belittle me. He was good for teaching me that lesson, too good that I despise him. He filled my heart with so much hatred that took me months abolish.
Pero tapos na yun, it has been more than 10 years since it happened.  Even though it is still clear in my mind I know one day I will forget about it and I know one day makakalimutan ko din kung yung panliliit na naramdaman ko sa sarili ko noon.


But there is one thing for sure, wala akong sasabihin at wala akong gagawin and he will forever wonder why I am acting this way towards him and that would be my sweetest revenge.

Friday, March 31, 2017

To my Bro. Mutwald

I used to love you. I can still remember what I felt those days. You were my world; you were my sunshine and you are my happiness. You made me felt that everything is okay. You made me felt I am important that my life made sense. You used to be my everything and I never knew I could feel so deeply for you.

But you left and broke my heart. You left me with scars that will never fade away. You cause so much pain and I didn’t think I’d ever be okay, I didn’t think I could be okay, I didn't think I would survive the pain. It was worst kind of feeling. It felt like I was left alone in the middle of the dessert to starve and die alone. I was terrified by the pain and how it made me.

I became completely different person. I threw all the things that make me who I am. I pushed people away and built up high walls around me. I longed for your presence and I wanted to hear your voice but you weren't there. And I couldn't hold back the tears and the pain just hit me like a dagger through my heart.

But I couldn't blame you. I couldn't blame you for leaving me alone, for the scars, for the tears and for the pain I had. I can't because I understand why and I wish I didn't so it would be easier for me to just hate and forget you.

But I couldn’t move when you left because you took a part of me and I realized that I'll never be the same as before I loved you. I wished that you are still beside me, smiling at me telling me everything will be alright.

I was consumed by the pain and it became my own self-destruction. My friends and family doesn’t know about a single thing. I made them see a beautiful façade. They didn’t know that beneath of the façade I am slowly breaking within.

It took years for me to finally save myself, to pull myself out of a great depression and stop myself from inflicting so much pain.

There are lot of things that happened but I never blame you and I will never blame you for that.
But there are a lot of things I learned. And thank you for making me realized that the only person that can save me is myself and that I should not depend my happiness to anyone. And most especially I learned to love myself enough for me to walk away from someone who gave me so much pain and heartaches.  

And I am sorry, that on the process of fixing myself I had to pushed you away and burn the bridge that connects us.

I had to do what I think is best for me. I had to let go of the memories that makes me crave for your presence.

Losing you made me realized that no matter how much we wanted something, it may not always meant to you. That no matter how hard we try some things it will never change and will never happen.  

I realized that sometimes we need to lose ourselves so we can fix ourselves to be stronger and better person.  

I still always remember you but I no longer know who you are. We both changed in many different ways that made us strangers. But I wish you knew how much you meant to me and how you made me feel. I wish that you knew that no matter what happened you still occupied a special place in my heart and for sure it will never change. I wish I can tell you all of this, but I think it wouldn’t matter.

I loved you. That will never change but I guess this is where we belong ----- away from each other.  

Saturday, March 25, 2017

COST-VOLUME-PROFIT

Since nahirapan akong mag hanap nito. I will post this. hahaha :D

This was the problem given to us by out professor. I hope this will help sa mga students na nahihirapan sa accounting.

I include my computation. :D 

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Columbus Hospital operates a general hospital but rents space and beds to separate entities for specialized treatment such as pediatrics, maternity, psychiatric etc. Columbus charges each separate entity for common services to its patients like meals and laundry and for all administrative services such as billings , collections. All uncollectible accounts are charged directly to the entity. Space and bed rentals are fixed for the year.

For the entire year ended June 30, the pediatrics department at Columbus hospital charged each patient an average of P65 per day, had a capacity of 60 beds, operated 24 hours per day for 365 days , and had revenue of P1,138,800.

Expenses charged by the hospital to the pediatrics department for the year ended June 30 were:

Basis of Allocation:

                                                                              Patient Days                    Bed Capacity          
Dietary ………………………………………....…P42,952
Janitorial………………………………………………………................…P12,800
Laundry……………………………………….......P28,000
Lab, others ……………………………………......P47,800
Pharmacy ………………………………................P33,800
Repairs and maintenance …………………............P5,200 ……………….P7,140
General administrative services .......................................................…........P131,760
Rent ………………………………………………………………………..P275,350
Billings and collections ……………………...........P40,000
Bad debt expense …………………………............P47,000
Others ………………………………………..........P18,048 ………………P25,980
Total  ………………………………………............P262,800……………..P453,000

The only personnel directly employed by the Pediatrics Department are supervising nurses, nurses and aides. The hospital has minimum personnel requirements based on total annual patient days. Hospital requirements beginning at the minimum, expected level of operation follows:

Annual Patient Days
Aides
Nurses
Supervising nurses
10,000 -14,000
14,001 - 17,000
17,001 - 23,725
23,726 - 25,550
25,551 - 27,375
27,376-  29,200
21
22
22
25
26
29
11
12
13
14
15
16
4
4
4
5
5
6

The staffing levels below represent full-time equivalents, and it should be assumed that the Pediatrics departments always employs only the minimum number of required fulltime equivalent personnel. 
Annual salaries for each class of employee follow: supervising nurses, P18,000 ;nurses, P13,000; and aides, P5,000. Salary expense for the year ended June 30 for supervising nurses, nurses, and aides was P72,000, P 169,000 and P110,000, respectively.

The Pediatrics Dept. operated at 100% capacity during 111 days of the past year. It is estimated that during 90 of these capacity days, the demand average 17 patients more than capacity and even went as high as 20 patients more on some days. The hospital has an additional 20 beds available for rent for the coming fiscal year.

1. The variable expense per day is
a. 15.08
b. 12.50
c. 15.00
d.50.00

Variable cost per patient day = Total Variable cost for the year / total patient day
262,800/17,508 = 15

No. of patient days = Total Revenue for the year/ revenue per patient day
1,138,800 / 65 per day = 17,508

2. The Contribution margin per patient day is
a. 49.92
b. 52.50
c. 50.00
d. 52.00

Contribution Margin = revenue/patient day – variable cost/patient day
65 per day – 15 = 50 per patient day

3. How many patient days are necessary to cover fixed cost for bed capacity and supervisory nurses?
a. 9,500
b. 11,500
c. 12,500
d. 10,500

Fixed costs for bed capacity                                    P 453,000
Salary, supervisory nurse                                              72,000
Total                                                                     P 525,000

Number of patient days required to cover fixed costs for bed capacity and salaries of supervisory nurse
525000÷ 50            =                                                  10,500

4. The number of patients days need to cover total cost
a. 14,200
b. 15,200
c. 15, 820
d. 14, 220

First Range:
Fixed costs based on capacity

453,000
Salaries:


Aides  21 x 50,000
105,000

Nurses 11 x 130,000
143,000

Supervisor 4 x 180,000
  72,000
320,000
Total

773,000

Breakeven calculation:  773,000÷ 50               15,460

The calculated breakeven point of 15,460 is invalid because the number falls under the second range wherein the amount of fixed costs that had been used are not relevant to that range.


Second Range (Final calculation):
Total fixed cost,                                                                                     773,000
Additional fixed cost:
1 aide                                                                     5,000
1 nurse                                                                 13,000
Total                                                                        791,000
Breakeven in patient days:
791,000 ÷ 50                                                      158,240

5. If the pediatrics department rented additional beds and all other factors remain the same as in the last year, what would be the increased in revenue?

a. 99, 450
b. 87,750
c. 105,450
d. 89, 750

Additional revenues if 20 beds are rented:
90 days @ 17 patient days x 65                               99,450



6. Continuing to consider the 20 additional rented beds, the increased in total variable cost applied per patient is

a. 22,935
b. 22,950
c. 22,965
d. 23,935

Increase in variable cost should be calculated based on additional patient days for 90 days at P15 per patient day.

17 beds x 90 days x P15                                                     P22, 950


7. Refer to the information given in the problem. What is the increased fixed cost for bed capacity, given the increased bed number of beds?
a. 151,000
b. 173,950
c. 147,000
d. 152,000

The increase in fixed cost based on bed capacity:
453,000 ÷ 60 x 20                                                      P151,000


Wednesday, February 8, 2017

Smile


I used to hear people say that they love the way I smile. That whatever circumstances that I am in, I just keep on smiling. I believe that it is a distinct feature that they will always remember about me.

I think, smiling and optimistic are words that will always be linked to my character and personality.

I always smile and chose to see the bright side of everything. It is not just important but it is essential to my being. For me to be positive every time I face fear, doubt and pain. For me to lift the spirit of the people who matters to me and for me to show the world that nothing can put me down.

This is always been my façade. You may blame my parents, my environment, my upbringings but this will always be the way I will face and see the world.  I will face it with smile and optimism.

I always want to be the kind of person who can lift the moods of others. I want to be the kind of person that they can rely on at times of need, at times of fear and defeat. I always want to be the kind of person that my friends can run to when they need a shoulder to cry on and ears to listen. I want to be the kind of person who can make people laugh at times of stress and troubles. I want people to believe that rainy days are not forever that at the end of it there is a rainbow to look forward too. I want them to see that in this cruel world we can look forward to good things and good people.

But sometimes it’s hard to be this kind of person. Sometimes it is hard to be a walking positivity when your head is filled with negative thoughts. It’s hard when you start to feel doubt and start to question things around you. It’s hard when you want to help other people but you also need a hand to hold. It is hard to be the kind of person that I am.

It’s hard when people used to see you smiling and happy. It’s hard when they are used to see you as a strong person simply because they will never ask if you are okay. They will not understand when there will be tears falling on your eyes. They will never understand when you need time and air to breathe. They will not understand when you have doubts, when you lose your self-confidence, when fear is consuming your system, and when you fail and broken.

These negative thoughts can put me on the edge but it will never die down the bright side of me. It is honestly tiring, to be the person that people expect me to. But still, the positivity, optimism and happy thoughts are always part of my existence.


I am not perfect and I will never be one. There will be a lot more things to learn, things to change and will never change. But I will always be someone who wants to smile and laugh. I want to be someone that can bring happiness and light to those who need it. I cannot change the world but I can make a difference to those people around me by simply being me. 

Saturday, October 22, 2016

Seal of Faith


Have you been in a scenario wherein you feel like the whole universe conspires just to make you realize something that everything is falling at the right time at the right place or if there is something comes up and hinders you to a decision you are up to make? I can say, four years ago, this happened to me. In a world being dominated by extroverts, can you imagine how an introvert like me managed to survive those four, dreadful years? I hated speaking in front of a lot of people, working in a chaotic place and being in the center of attention. But how I could escape all of those if I was elected as the president of our organization?

From being the auditor of the organization, I became the president of one of the biggest academic organizations in the university. To be honest, it wasn’t easy. I preferred doing all the paper work more than delivering a speech, facilitating room to room activities or attending training camps with different student leaders within or outside the university because socializing wasn’t my cup of tea. But everything changed after I became president. I became someone I never thought I would become. I became aware of my actions and I would think twice before I utter or make a comment about something. I made myself more approachable to others by smiling to people I don’t even know then making my introductions afterwards. I thought I could keep up to this unfamiliar world, but I was wrong.

Rough days came like a wind and I felt like my world was crashing on me. I felt so alone in a battle to make my organization better and stronger. The soldiers that should’ve fought along with me was slowly losing the will and I felt like I was the only one keeping the burning desire alive. I had no one to rely on. My organization was taking too much of my time and I tend to forget that I was a student-leader-- I had to be a student first before being a leader. There were times when my professor called my attention in class, questioning me and my position. He looked at me as if I am a failure and my classmates laughed at me as if I wasn’t doing good enough.

Also, during those days, my insecurities would kick in. I questioned myself if I could make it and if I deserved to be the president of my organization. But despite everything, I kept moving forward. However, there were also times that I would feel tired of motivating myself and pretend that everything is okay. I felt like whatever action I made wouldn’t make sense any more. I felt drained by that thought and I lost my will to do what I dreamed and wished for. Months after I was elected, I decided to leave my post because I wasn’t not good enough. I told myself, I’ll let the vice president of internal affairs take over my position.
I could still recall what exactly happened when I decided to write my resignation letter. I stared at my laptop for hours before actually starting it. In a way, I was skeptical to resign because I still believed I could do something more than anybody else. But at the same time, I was afraid that I am not being good enough. Moreover, I wasn’t sure what would be the future of my organization. I had plenty of plans that wouldn’t be implemented if I leave my post. But something happened after I finished my resignation letter. My laptop screen went black without a warning. I was 100% sure that my laptop was charged enough or at least enough for me to save the document. But it did not happen on my case. When I opened my laptop, I found out that the document wasn’t even recovered. Then I asked myself that night, was it a sign? Was it His intervention to make me realize that I should stop on doing what I was planning to do? Was it His sign to tell me to keep moving forward and do not give up? Days after that night, everything became clearer to me.

I listened to what my inner self is saying that it was His intervention. It was His way on telling me that it is okay to fail to the point that you cannot do anything right and your plan didn’t work out as planned. I also realized that it’s okay to cry, especially when people are judging you without having the chance to actually know you or when people you trust the most would turn their backs on you. But never, ever give up or lose hope and guts to change things and start over because not all things come easy.

A year after that, something bigger was in store for me. I was elected as Vice President for External Affairs for Supreme Student Council. I was elected not just by my organization, but by the whole student body. Until now, I still ponder what had happened to me. I learned that we have to trust and believe in our self because trusting our self is like trusting God and His plan.


Monday, October 10, 2016

Zeal of Service

They said that everything happens by accident, but I believe otherwise. I believe that everything happens for a reason -- we are at the right time at the right place with the right people because of a reason. I believe that God put us where we are because it is where we should be. I believe that everything happens because He decided to.

It is still quite clear to me what happened 5 years ago. That summer of 2011, when I walked in the hallway on the 5th floor of the Life Science Building of De La Salle Araneta University, I never thought my life will change after that. But it did, it was a turning point of my life. The day that will always linger to my mind and for sure I will never ever forget. I was appointed as the Auditor of Hotel and Restaurant Management Society, my very own organization.

Honestly, I never imagined I’d become a leader. For me, leading people wasn’t my thing because I never wanted any attention. I hate the spotlight. I hate being in the front line and I hate taking responsibility.  I hate those times when people would tell me what to do and most importantly, I never wanted to have a status to keep but to my dislike it all happened. 

I believed that I was too far away to be so called a student-leader. I had my doubts, I didn’t have the guts to do things I am afraid of and I am unsure of. I can honestly say I had a low self-esteem. 

But everything changed after that day, I became someone I never thought I would become. I learned to overcome my doubts, I learned to build my confidence and my self-worth. I learned what to say at the right time at the right place with the right people. I learned to make a stand for what I think is right. I learned to come up with a vision that incorporates my mission as a student leader.

The journey I had as a student-leader wasn’t easy. It was a tough roller coaster ride for me.    It was hard because I was hesitant to say no. At first, people would criticize me that I can’t do things right and made me feel worthless. I lost some of my friends along the way because I was too focused serving my fellow students. I missed some of the important events because of several leadership training camps I needed to attend. Because I focused more on my position rather than my studies to the extent that I had to stay another year in college.

Despite all, I kept my feet on the ground and moved forward. I never let their words affect me in a way that it would negatively affect to my duties and responsibilities as their leader. I never regretted it, I embraced the positions I held. It was a wonderful journey for me. From being auditor, I became the president of my very own organization and a year after that I became the Vice President for External Affairs of the highest governing student body of the university, the Supreme Student Council.

Before I entered school politics, I thought the goals of a student government or any organization was plainly to organize a successful event. However, I realized that organizing successful events doesn’t equate directly to a good leadership. I started to believe that I was in my position to do something that other student-leaders failed to do, which was to serve. To serve in a sense that I should make a stand and draw the line for what is for the students and by the students. I believed that I should be an active agent in promoting the holistic growth of a Lasalyanetan student through their skills, talent and awareness which would bear fruit to proactive involvement inside and outside DLSAU. As a Lasalyantan leader, I took the responsibility to lead for the students and by the students and providing what is need and safeguard their rights. 

During my last 3 years in college, I spent my days to be the best person I can be. Not just for myself but also for the student I serve. As I look back to what I had and what I am right now, I thank God for His intervention. I graduated in college without any honors nor my name was not even mentioned. But I didn’t felt bad about it nor lamented that I wasted 3 years of my life serving my fellow students without prestige or recognition in return. I recalled when my professor told my parents “Magaling pong leader ang anak ninyo” during my graduation rites. To me, it was the best award I had ever received in my entire lifetime. I got the respect and admiration of my fellow students, my colleagues, and my professors. Of course, this wouldn’t be possible without the love and support from my friends and family.


I left college proud of what I had done and become. I believe that, I served my alma mater in accordance with the mission of one of its founder, St. John Baptist De La Salle which are to teach the mind, to touch the heart and to transform lives of others. I believed that I may not be the best student-leader my alma mater would have, but I believed I served enough to leave a mark to the people around me for them to continue the mission of service.

Choice to change happiness

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